Do i have what its takes? no i dont..

If your are wrong or at fault who would you blame.
I realise this time round.. it has been my fault.
I am the problem.

I have always wanted to have a family and to be a good wife. Well many would think its typical of women to be wanting all that. Many men would run away from this. Y?
Its the commitment and i understand its not easy for men as they will have a bigger responsibilty. Plus women are just difficult to handle. I am one of them.

I do not know what else to do. I have been trying to keep up, making sure i am doing the right thing. I failed...

and i have been failing................................................

i feel so low.. i am useless.. :(
just look at that stupid ugly face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am CHARCAT!!!