What should i do?

Here is our dear baby at 32 weeks (8 months). How time flies.........

Going through this third trimester is not easy as i thought it should be. Now i am at my 33 weeks, just waiting for baby's arrival.

I have been feeling very sleepy, mentally and physically tired and drained. My body ache so much that i just have to stop at whatever i am doing that moment. Sleeping has been the biggest issue especially lately when i have been having a bad phlegmy dry cough! Tossing and turning trying to sleep, baby in tummy keep moving and i keep going to the toilet. It has been hard for me to breathe too. My left rib cage hurts badly as though its swell inside my body. My baby has been kicking and poking me hard everywhere.

At work has been stressful as there are too many expectations from the management and too many event preparation. Sometime i just choose to divert my attention to something else and i began to feel so lazy to do anything. Some people thought since im online on FB or i am playing with my phone, i am so free.. oh my how i wish i really am. Working long hours is dreadful and i just look forward to sleep when i am home.

My dear husband has help me a lot lately and i thank him for that. But sadly, i need more rest and i need a break. Now since the baby is arriving soon, i am so worried of my health, work and handling my child at the same time. Can i cope with it? Cause seriously i can't put off work just like that, i need to help my team.

Ok that is it for today..2 more hours and i am going home. I hope i can just sleep but nah... that won't happen.

CNY break

This year CNY break was long and haha never enough. I need more rest :P

Eve of CNY, no work. We went out early morning to meet our client and pass them the finished work. We were glad our client love the photos. Alhamdulillah.
In the afternoon, meet my dearest best friend, Ain at NTUC fair price extra JP to shop for baby's stuff.. luckily i prepared the shopping list!

It was sure fun cause i rarely meet Ain you see. Guess what shopping can be really tiring.
When we got home, we do a bit of clearing and straight went to bed!!

Thurs 3rd, we went out shopping at IKEA!!! Wohoo so long never go there... I so love the place!!!

We bought a black & gray cupboard, window blind, baby's blanket, study lamp and storage for clothes. Send for delivery and i cant wait for it to arrive this SUNDAY!!!!!
Our room surely there will be lots of black and grey!! (haha macam dull gitu kan?)

After our IKEA trip, met Hudakim, Amin, Hanis, Zainul, Firul and Nuurul at Cuppage, somerset for a karaoke session. It has been so long we had one. We sure enjoyed ourselves! Ending of with supper and for the first time i ordered Mee hoon TOM YUM! Me? Tom yum? Sure or not?
hahahaha it was indeed spicy but don't know lah i just force myself to eat it.. It's nice anyway..

Friday 4th, a day with JJC gangs!!!!!!

Picnic cum BBQ organised by SHAFA, AZMAN and HANI.
It sure went well! Thumbs up and Good job guys!!!
We played Taboo throughout the day. Rahman and i fly my pretty kite..keke
Ate delicious bbq food and lastly enjoyed the breezy cooling weather!!!!!
So lucky not raining..phew.....

I am happy that Rozie, Azhari, Shahid and Shafa get to feel our baby's movement!
I am glad they don't mind touching my tummy.. so cool to have an easy-going Hubby!
BABY, many people really cannot wait to meet u especially your Irritating-Crazy Parents!! haha


Saturday 5th, slacking day!!!

I stayed home whole day and practically sleeping..haha
Rahman went out at night to Johor Bahru and he gets to eat Satay..YUM YUM.
Too bad i never get to taste it.
That day, i had a lot of cramps though.. so from 8pm to 6am, i couldn't sleep. So damn tired!!
Good thing i get to watch lots of late night shows on the TV. Thanks TCS 5.
But seriously can you stop showing the advertisement on Incredible Tales!! I hate it!!! Especially when i am freaking alone at home!!!!!

Sunday 6th, CNY visit to my ceo's place, Mr Andy Ong and then in the afternoon went out with my Family for Lunch.

Andy's place had a nice view! Rahman love it..
His place is really for bachelor though...
Got a red packet on that day.. yeah!

Met my family at Marina Square.. we were having problem of choosing the place to have for our lunch! LOL! Whose fault is it? Haha my MUM lah... she wants to have soup.
First we were looking at Fish Market then Breeks. My Dad bingit why not go food court! Semua disagree cause we come all the way to Marina, tak kan makan kat food court. Aiyoyoyo!

My sis decided on Pizza Hut and during that time i saw Tambuah Mas Indonesian Restaurant on the other side of where we were standing, Mak come come we go eat there k? All agreed!!

Finally we get to eat!!! Lapar seh!!!

Dani is so big now and i love him so much!!!
Happy for you lah Nonoi, you got a bright and smart kid there... :D
I really love to see when Rahman layan him that day..
That Sunday, Dani seems to prefer Rahman than the rest of us. LOL

Went home early that day in the evening... wahaha guess what!
We were tired again! Sleep after our dinner at Mr Prata.
Oh my.. i wonder how we will be when our child arrives.. (??????????????)

Sad news!

I am so sad..
We really have to cherish our love ones...

Even so i don't really know them, i can tell you they are super lovely couple!
Ya allah, please take care of their family.

I really cannot imagine losing my husband.

What have i been up to?

1 whole week has been down with flu, fever and dry cough. Now feeling much2 better even so i still can't run away from our dusty room. I tell you however we kept it clean, it will just be dusty again.
Room is in a mess because of me, cause right after work i just want to sleep. Folded clothes and papers all over. Messy Messy Messy....

Last month, the store room is half empty from a lot of nonsense stuff. It is much more spacious now thanks to my Mr Strong and oh ya not forgetting Hamsem.

Last week, my parents bought us new baby things like bottles n clothes. Mum wants Rahman to bring those things to welcome baby on his/her first day. I am glad we do not need to buy lots of stuff as nonoi gave us dani's old clothes.. Thanks noi! Really appreciate it.. Will be taking the pram from her too. Sorry Dani, you big boy already lah. Soon you gonna have a friend to play with..must be nice nice k... haha

Next month need to buy pampers etc... so many things need to prepare. Rahman need to put the baby cot in the hall already.

Anyway im now at my 28th weeks.. so anytime in feb, march or april baby will come out. Praying that baby will come out in March or April cause mummy here has lots of unfinish work to do.. I am so worried!

Baby please pray too that by the time you come out, Daddy already found a good job and hopefully get his driving license too.. :D

Then everything will just be perfect...

I am prepared that once i deliver, i still need to work during my maternity leave.. i cant leave my work team alone just like that. I really understand i am new in the company, so i cant be happily ignoring my work. Easier said than done..i hope i get my work confirmation soon though..

God please help my family...

How can i forgot to share about this!!!!!

Guess what!

My dearest irritating Husband pass his exams!!!!!

Finally he graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

His convo would be in July 2011 if i am not wrong..

Anyways congrats!

I love you very much...........Baby and i are so proud of you!
All the struggle you went through was worth it!