Wednesday, 5 August 2009


We are talking about 8 years and i believe there are something that makes us strong.

I cant keep lying to you or to myself anymore.
I am vulnerable. I am so damn weak sometimes.
I can't seem to deal with it well sometimes.
I think i am adapting but sometime i can't.
Of course i should not stop trying but we need to do it together.

I know you have drill it in me.
I have been reading our past discussion and i totally agree with you.
But i don't think we should live like this forever.
I know why you have to resort to this.
You did give me chances but i did not comply and did not listen. I was naive and stubborn.
You are a good person sayang. Everybody knows that.

I know you are the one for me. How i know?

I cant see you with other women, i will be jealous.
I want to have kids with you. Want them to have your teeth, your humor, your brain....
I want to live our life not others.

So maybe we should sit down again.
Iron out our differences.
Understanding our partner's behaviour is pivotal.
Having patience is essence.

Then we can decide what to do next. :)