At work. My dinner : Tuna Sandwich

It has been tough.
Is it wrong to live life the way we plan it.

I agree that every life has obstacles. Am i not handling it well.
Have always wanted to be your pillar of support.
Have always wanted to be the only special one in your life.

I want you as my best friend, lover and my husband.
I want a family of my own, with two beautiful twins.
I want a house.
I want a car.
I want an engagement ring.
I want a bigger bear than my current one.
I want to have alot of savings.

Are these too much?

I dislike vulgarities.
I dislike the smell and the sight of vomit.
I dislike chili.
I dislike to bathe at night.
hahaha i cant think of more as of now.
But ill update soon.