Soul searching

What did i do that made you this way?
What did i do to us?

Possible reason

1) During that time when i was angry, i said something stupid that hurt you real bad.
2) I was too naggy?
3) I didnt pay attention to you or have i or seem not to think of you/your feelings/what you have done for me
4) have i changed? is it my work that has affected me.

I have cried so much and i miss him badly.
Have i been mean to you?
Am i such a bad gf?
i still want to be your best friend, your lover and everything.

Forgive me ayg....